Get It All Back

Sucks to fall flat
Feel not all that
Lie on the floor
Until you get a call back
Sucks to know that
Just another
Day until
You're gonna get it all back
Taking damage
Can't see past it
All these days keep feeling tragic
Don't see passage
Just feel trapped n
I wish I could say that I'm just acting
I've been xanning out for like two weeks
My mind spinning like tires screech
I think it's funny that I'm losing speech
But I can't even eat
So depressed I've seen the falls
Zero gs that's from withdrawals
Zero cs that's from withdrawals
I see the pattern now
Pardon me I know I'm slow
N it takes a lot to grow
But I'm keeping pace won't let it go
Smarter cuz I'm Casper's soul
Capture goals like Holland roles
I give n go shit get Messi
Cuz he stressy fucka that's why I'm besting
Deeper than a soul invested
Tire existence been subjected
I'm on some shit like I'm injected
But I'm high projecting
Wait I-
I need another hit
Yea that's it
Get back up like it's magic
Fighting demons not stuck in traffic
Swerve you wanna grasp it
Only one so snap it
You want a bad day go n have it
Sucks to fall flat
Feel not all that
Lie on the floor
Until you get a call back
Sucks to know that
Just another
Day until
You're gonna get it all back
Brain so retched
No meds can wrench it
Don't know where it's dented
I think that it's cemented
But I'll work with what's presented
Bullshit gotta cudi moving forward
Feeling cornered
But that's the widest angle
Reposition and dismantle
Gang got me up up in the stu
Then passed me on the candle
Holding the torch gonna get gold
No platinum medals
More like the hair on the baddest bitches
You can have the fame n all the riches
I'm back for the sane and my itches
Feeling passion sewing these words like stitches
Ducking fake bitches
Time switching
Energy reserving
For the people more deserving
Better ways to spend my time like chasing thrills n earning
Like painting pictures serving
Bars and dreams ain't always picture perfect
There's only one way you can learn it
Get back up like it's magic
Fighting demons not stuck in traffic
Swerve you wanna grasp it
Only one so snap it
You want a bad day go n have it
Sucks to fall flat
Feel not all that
Lie on the floor
Until you get a call back
Sucks to know that
Just another
Day until
You're gonna get it all back
Taking damage
Can't see past it
All these days keep feeling tragic
Don't see passage
Just feel trapped n
I wish I could say that I'm just acting
Brain so retched
No meds can wrench it
Don't know where it's dented
I think that it's cemented
But I'll work with what's presented
Bullshit gotta cudi moving forward
Feeling cornered
But that's the widest angle
Reposition and dismantle