Starting again

Difficult to define
Impossible to resist
I don't know what I have
But I do know what I miss
That what I want and need
Is a fresh breeze
And water that goes above my knees
And new words that someone will read
Hard to refine
Very easy to twist
I'd like to have a peek
Through these heavy clouds into bliss
That what I want and need
Is a strong wind
And waves that leave me panting and clean
And something that goes beyond
Get a clean sheet
Put down everything, nice and neat
Sort out my mind
Leave as little as possible behind
Behind
Behind
Behind
Behind