Slowly Sinking

And just like that it's gone
I see myself the way you see me
Or at least the way I think you do
All evidence gathered through my phone screen
I'm up and down
I turn around
I'm alone
And I'm slowly sinking
Into my own insecurities
And I'm slowly chipping
Away at my own body
I'll loathe myself for a little while
But not enough to win a prize
And I'll run away
Think of you in the rain
Do it everyday until I go insane
Coz I want you now
And yes I want you so
But I was never any good at being casual
Can you see these devil horns
Tell me how much have I grown
Mind like a drone
Now I cry on my phone all night
And I'm slowly sinking
Into my own insecurities
And I'm slowly chipping
Away at my own body
I'm slowly learning
I'll do it again but to no appeal
I'm always yearning
For a taste of you and me
Mind like a drone
Now I cry on my phone all night
Coz I
I'm slowly sinking
Into my own insecurities
And I'm slowly chipping
Away at my own body
I'm slowly sinking
Into my own insecurities
And I'm slowly chipping
Away at my own body
I'm slowly learning
I'll do it again but to no appeal
I'm always yearning
For a taste of you and me