Good God

Every morning you wake up and say good god
Stare into the screen until you finally get up
And find yourself again
Find the person you were yesterday or last month
See if you and them have anything to discuss
And tell them how you really feel
'Cause something's wrong with your heart
Something's not getting through
Something's slowing you down I feel it
And I can't keep saving you
'Cause time won't move in the same way that it once did
Making plans and thinking about your hypothetical kids
We keep asking each other how we're feeling
But I've never like this before
I'm always somewhere between OK and lying
But I'm not worried about myself anymore
'Cause something's wrong with your heart
Something's not getting through
Something's slowing you down I feel it
And I can't keep saving you