Stay Awake

Stay up with me and watch me drown
It's been so long since I've just laid down
And I know that this is everything we wanted
Why does it feel like we're right back where we started
Stay awake with me
These thoughts are hard to carry
It's too soon to sleep
And too late to be sorry
I've waited long enough to speak
But each breath weighs heavy
Stay awake with me
These thoughts are hard to carry
And each breath leaves me undone
Every thought an ocean that fills my lungs
And I know that this is everything we wanted
Why does it feel like we've relapsed before we started
This is everything we wanted
Why does it feel like we're right back where we started
And I've never seen the ocean
Quite so clearly until now
What was left unsaid is taken
By the tide when we drown
How did we find our way back here
Yeah, I'll drown til it feels real"