Lost In A Memory

I lie to myself
Just to numb all the pain
So hard to erase
All the thoughts in my brain
I can’t be the only one feeling this way
But the heart don’t forget when it’s always to blame
And no matter what,
I’m just never enough for you
When I fall asleep
I’m reminded of these
Thoughts I shouldn’t keep
My demons follow me down
And around
All I see is
There’s no way out
I’m losing control
I lie to myself
Just to numb all the pain
So hard to erase
All the thoughts in my brain
A slave to the cycle
The voices in me
I’m lost in a memory
You hide in your glass house
Like no one can see
Throwing stones at my window
But can’t take the heat
You suck
The air out my lungs
Wish I could forget all
The damage you’ve done
You’re fake as fuck
I’m losing control
I lie to myself
Just to numb all the pain
So hard to erase
All the thoughts in my brain
A slave to the cycle
The voices in me
I’m lost in a memory
I lie to myself
Just to numb all the pain
So hard to erase
All the thoughts in my brain
A slave to the cycle
The voices in me
I’m lost in a memory
I lie to myself
Just to numb all the pain
So hard to erase
All these thoughts in my brain
A slave to the cycle
The voices in me
I’m lost in a memory
I lie to myself
Just to numb all the pain
(Numb all the pain)
So hard to erase
All the thoughts in my brain
(Thoughts in my brain)
A slave to the cycle
The voices in me
I’m lost in a memory, yeah
To numb all the pain
All these thoughts in my brain
The voices in me
I’m lost in a memory, yeah