Lack of a Father Figure
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Yeah listen
Wassup Dad do you remember me
I’m your only son Marcell aka BNG
Yeah I made something out of me
But you will hear this maybe
I won’t count on that either cause you went out for milk and cigarettes
He only had one wish namely having a boy
Man I’m here but where you at motherfucker
This track is only for you hope you enjoy
Since you destroyed the connection to begin with and avoided the responsibility being a real father to me
When I go out for a walk and see a man chillin with his kid
It gives me some peace knowing I will be in this spot in the future cause you taught me actually a lot of things
I know what not to do and keep the tradition alive loving my wife and my offspring over everything
I surely won’t let them grow up without a male role model
You, on the other hand, grabbed always the damn bottle
Fucking alcoholic
Beat the shit outta my mom cheated on her with pride
Better hide your face next time when we run into each other
You motherfucking piece of shit
It is written to dignify your parents
How can I honor a egotistical narcissist with GOD complex
Have some respect
I did all of my accomplishments without a father figure
So to celebrate it even if it’s actually sad
I pour out a little liquor hahaaa
I still struggle a bit with myself because of it till this day
I’m feeling sometimes unworthy cause you left me when I was a child
And my subconscious dragged it through my whole life
I know the lack of a father figure made something with me
Anxious Attachment cause I believe everybody will leave me like you did
Even tho I know that ain’t true but I still need to figure that out
Fuck it listen
Distorted perception I assume
You really think you will conceive another son oh how rude of me excuse me
Who the fuck you think you are
You’re nothing else than a bitch ass pussy
How bizarre that you still try it in your age
I feel sorry for these women in Tunisia
You promise them the world and they believe ya
Now you got 5 kids 4 daughters 3 of them are still in contact with each other 2 of them are my younger biological sisters and there’s only one son aight you would have 2
If you didn’t let the mother of my 2 older sisters abort the other one
That’s the real you
I can see the evil in your eyes
The devil himself in human form
Revealed himself even your shadow is brighter than you
And tries to escape but it sticks to you forever
Like my picture of you in my head
Fuck it whatever
I don’t need you now I never did before
And will never in the future
So many things are left unsaid
But I keep it real
2024 at Grandmas house how disrespectful and disgusting you carried yourself in front of us all
Especially to your daughter you betrayed heavy
And you really think I just swallowed it without any anger
I did it because of my sister
Be sure next time I won’t shut my mouth
One last thing to close this chapter
The last face you will see on your death bed is mine I promise ya
Maybe the LORD has mercy upon you
Repent and apologize I would forgive you cause that’s what Jesus did and still does
But I feel like this will never happen
Much love tho you’re really controlled by hate
If you decide to keep going with that attitude
Remember who you left behind dying
My lovely Aunt Karima
You know what fuck all of that
Rot in hell motherfucker
Wassup Dad do you remember me
I’m your only son Marcell aka BNG
Yeah I made something out of me
But you will hear this maybe
I won’t count on that either cause you went out for milk and cigarettes
He only had one wish namely having a boy
Man I’m here but where you at motherfucker
This track is only for you hope you enjoy
Since you destroyed the connection to begin with and avoided the responsibility being a real father to me
When I go out for a walk and see a man chillin with his kid
It gives me some peace knowing I will be in this spot in the future cause you taught me actually a lot of things
I know what not to do and keep the tradition alive loving my wife and my offspring over everything
I surely won’t let them grow up without a male role model
You, on the other hand, grabbed always the damn bottle
Fucking alcoholic
Beat the shit outta my mom cheated on her with pride
Better hide your face next time when we run into each other
You motherfucking piece of shit
It is written to dignify your parents
How can I honor a egotistical narcissist with GOD complex
Have some respect
I did all of my accomplishments without a father figure
So to celebrate it even if it’s actually sad
I pour out a little liquor hahaaa
I still struggle a bit with myself because of it till this day
I’m feeling sometimes unworthy cause you left me when I was a child
And my subconscious dragged it through my whole life
I know the lack of a father figure made something with me
Anxious Attachment cause I believe everybody will leave me like you did
Even tho I know that ain’t true but I still need to figure that out
Fuck it listen
Distorted perception I assume
You really think you will conceive another son oh how rude of me excuse me
Who the fuck you think you are
You’re nothing else than a bitch ass pussy
How bizarre that you still try it in your age
I feel sorry for these women in Tunisia
You promise them the world and they believe ya
Now you got 5 kids 4 daughters 3 of them are still in contact with each other 2 of them are my younger biological sisters and there’s only one son aight you would have 2
If you didn’t let the mother of my 2 older sisters abort the other one
That’s the real you
I can see the evil in your eyes
The devil himself in human form
Revealed himself even your shadow is brighter than you
And tries to escape but it sticks to you forever
Like my picture of you in my head
Fuck it whatever
I don’t need you now I never did before
And will never in the future
So many things are left unsaid
But I keep it real
2024 at Grandmas house how disrespectful and disgusting you carried yourself in front of us all
Especially to your daughter you betrayed heavy
And you really think I just swallowed it without any anger
I did it because of my sister
Be sure next time I won’t shut my mouth
One last thing to close this chapter
The last face you will see on your death bed is mine I promise ya
Maybe the LORD has mercy upon you
Repent and apologize I would forgive you cause that’s what Jesus did and still does
But I feel like this will never happen
Much love tho you’re really controlled by hate
If you decide to keep going with that attitude
Remember who you left behind dying
My lovely Aunt Karima
You know what fuck all of that
Rot in hell motherfucker