Self-Decay

It's a misconception
That they grow and all give up
And that gives up
Rest from a distant past
Cold fucking speechless
I hope I don't suffocate my mind with all this
Suffering and pain
The older I get
The less I know myself anymore (I know myself anymore)
Confusion
Desolation
And the end of us all
Watching myself decay everyday
I'm holding on to deceptive days
And I'm losing my mind
Somehow my time will come
When my hands reach the sky
The day that I die
Will you think of me?
Think of me and remember me
I know you've all fallen away
If there's no goodbye
Will you think of me?
Think of me and remember me
For my caregiver
Who's holding my hand
Show me the way
And make me free
Free from agony
Holding on to my memories
Fighting myself to let go
Day and night
(When my hands reach the sky
The day that I die)
Will you think of me?
Think of me and remember me
It was a misconception
That they grow and all give up
And that gives up
The pain away from my agony