Flashback

Existing to relive the thrill
Living at the top when you're at your fucking wit's end
My soul forever yearns to return to that place where i found peace
It fucking crushes my soul to know that this warmth will never last
Strawberry Hospital:
flashback looping reel-to-reel
(is this even real?)
can't bear to forget, wrapped in a cocoon of pain
my broken promise to destroy adversity
I refuse to relinquish this reverie
I want to feel alive