Am I The Only One?

I'm always the girl at the party
Who's loud and who's talking
but inside she's doubting herself
cnd I'm self sabotaging the
life that I want cuz I'm close
and that's scary as hell
People please til I can't see myself
Then i get a feeling that
They like me more than I like myself
Is that the reason why i'm
Showing up happy but sad
c little bit stuck in the past
clways/ little too nice to get mad
cm I the only one?
Telling myself I'm still young
nothing is ever enough
I'm overthinking too much
cm I the only one?
I think im cute but not pretty
cnd that's not for sympathy
I just thought I'd tell the truth
I love hard conversations
and life's complications
Cuz I've got a whole lot to prove
People please til I can't see myself
Then i get a feeling that
They like me more than I like myself
Is that the reason why i'm
Showing up happy but sad
c little bit stuck in the past
clways/ little too nice to get mad
cm I the only one?
Telling myself I'm still young
nothing is ever enough
I'm overthinking too much
cm I the only one?
Someday I'll stop saying sorry
Feel good in my body
Until I figure it out
Showing up happy but sad
c little bit stuck in the past
clways/ little too nice to get mad
cm I the only one?
Telling myself I'm still young
nothing is ever enough
I'm overthinking too much
cm I the only one?