can't believe

I'm sick of lying awake
I'm sick of lying awake at night just
thinking about you
I don't know what to do
I'm sick of falling in love
I'm sick of falling in love 'cause I know that
I'm not what you want
I can't believe I thought I could be
I'm always overthinking every word I say to you
No matter what comes out my mouth, it's pushing me away from you
And I cant take this anymore (you know you're all I need)
Dealing with me is such a chore (and I hate to see you leave)
I never understood how, I was supposed to make you feel
I had another dream where you took my hand, it felt so real
its too late now to get up, I'm sleeping in another day
I hope I never wake up, I hope that I just fade away
Just snap me out of this
I've never felt so bad
You're not the one for me
but you're the closest that I've had