at all

[Loser64]
I don't wanna open my mouth, every time I talk it sounds the same
I'm just messing my whole life up, but I'll find someone else to take the blame
And I swear to you I'm trying, but I can't hear a word you say
I feel like laying down and dying, and it won't go away

So I'll just hide inside my room
I won't answer when you call
And I'll probably show up late
If I even come at all

[Maniac]
I don't want to go outside cause every time I do I feel the pain
I can feel you staring at me, I didn't know that eyes could carry shame
And I swear to you I'm trying, but it's a game that I can't play
I feel like laying down and dying, and you're too easy to blame

So I'll just hide inside my room
I won't answer when you call
And I'll probably show up late
If I even come at all