Flesh, Bone And Weakness

Shades drawn across
No light may enter
In my moment of weakness
And this world is bearing down again
So hard to clear my mind
Why do i persist?
I'll endure another day
Why do i persist?
It's just so hard
Just to resist
Why is it so hard just to resist?
I can't continue on
So hard to clear my mind
To see the thoughts I wish were true
My face versus the stone
And I blame myself
Plague my mind with these insecure thoughts
Whispers in the back of my head
Telling me it's all wrong
Why do I persist?
I'll endure another day
Why do I persist?
As self loathing strangles me
I'll endure another day
As self loathing strangles Me!
Push past the veil of helplessness
Love can't catch me, not today
Take your hand and just surrender
It's just not worth it
Why do I persist?
I'll endure another day
Why do I persist?
Self loathing strangles me
But I'll endure another day