Pain on the Inside (I'm Not Okay Version)

In the mirror, I see a perfect face No cracks, no breaks, just empty space
But deep inside, where shadows play The colors fade and turn into gray
Pain on the inside, no pain on the outside Only pain on the inside, no pain on the outside
My smile tries, but it's only lies I'm okay, but I'm not okay
These walls, they whisper in the night Holding secrets that I can't fight
Every laugh, a shield I wear Hiding wounds I cannot share
Pain on the inside, no pain on the outside Only pain on the inside, no pain on the outside
My smile tries, but it's only lies I'm okay, but I'm not okay
I scream, but no one hears the sound I bleed, when no one's looking around
A storm is raging beneath my skin And I'm lost in a war I can't win
Pain on the inside, no pain on the outside Only pain on the inside, no pain on the outside
My smile tries, but it's only lies I'm okay, but I'm not okay