The End Starts Today (edit)

Not really sure what I am looking for
A destiny that leaves you wanting so much more
I need to stop putting it before me
I'm straying but I know I've not lost it

Transparent but I know what I am (so near)
So why don't I listen to what you're saying to me
Conveient but I have no function
It's just routine but there is no corruption

Nail me down, I know my head's not here
Bring it back, the end's starting today
Will you leave this party with me
We were not invited anyway

I have a path but I can't keep to it (no way)
I followed it and don't know where it took me (nowhere)
I don't talk back or even question
The odd one out but kept my involvement

Nail me down, I know my head's not here
Bring it back, the end's starting today
Will you leave this party with me
We were not invited anyway

(Nail me down)
(Nowhere)
(Nowhere)