Heaven Wasn't Made for Me

I wore white to the exorcism
Said bless me, then I slit the rhythm
Thorns in my curls, blood on my knees
Singing hymns while I spread disease
I kissed the priest, just for fun
He said "you’re damned" — I said "I’m the one"
Put my sins in a locket, wore it with pride
Heaven locked the gates the day I died
Heaven wasn’t made for me
I broke the crown and burned the key
Holy water tastes like wine
When the devil says “you’re mine”
Build a church from shattered glass
Then I laugh as angels pass
Crossed my heart with a switchblade tip
Made a shrine out of broken lips
Confession booth went up in flames
Guess I’m done with playing saints
Swinging from the steeple like a warning bell
Every prayer I whispered sent a soul to hell
Wings are fake, but the fall is real
I'm a miracle wrapped in steel
Call me sinner, call me queen
Call me every cursed thing
Kiss the blood right off my boots
Mika’s gospel, absolute
Heaven wasn’t made for me
I broke the crown and burned the key
Holy water tastes like wine
When the devil says “you’re mine”
Crown me loud, corrupt, divine
I'll be yours — but never kind