dumb slut (emotional)

Cherry lips and silver hair
I know I'm not supposed to care
But I like you and it's not fair
You look away while they all stare
I know I'm not the kind of girl you like
I shake my ass in the twilight
I post my but and tits for shits
But I am too afraid to kiss
All these boys say I'm cute
But none of them could ever be you
I don't know what I should do
Because all I do is think of you
He thinks that I'm just a slut
But all I want is just his love
He thinks that I'm just a slut
But all I want is just his love
Touch me
Hold me
Use my body
I just want you to say you love me
I can't help that you're all I want
I can't help that I'm in love
I can't help that you're the one
My heart won't let me move on
Now I don't know what I should do
Cuz I don't think you love me too
I never asked to dream of you
I never chose to fall for you
How could I just be your friend
When I stalk you on League of Legends
If you like me then express it
Why you got me second guessing
Left me on read and now I'm stressing
Thought your love was a blessing
When'd this love turn so depressing
I thought you were sent from heaven
When I said forever bitch I meant it
You asked for my panties bitch I sent it
You showed me love I can't forget it
You chose to swipe right- do you regret it?
He thinks that I'm just a slut
But all I want is just his love
He thinks that I'm just a slut
But all I want is just his love
Touch me
Hold me
Use my body
I just want you to say you love me
I can't help that you're all I want
I can't help that I'm in love
I can't help that you're the one
My heart won't let me move on
Now I don't know what I should do
Cuz I don't think you love me too
I never asked to dream of you
I don't want to be your friend
I want to hold your stupid hand
You said you'd be there in the end
Were you just playing pretend?
I can't be your stupid friend
I want to hold your stupid hand
I can't be your stupid friend
I touch myself to you in bed