The Feeling I Get

I know the feeling you get
The feeling you get of being this worthless
When things are so dark in my heart
But you only know what you see on the surface
If I ever pulled back the curtains
Then you would probably just see what bizzerk is
I can’t stay here anymore no I gotta get out of this place
And flee with a purpose
I been
Deceiving the serpents
Working - working
re up and purchase
I'm from and the land of the free
Murica- Murica
We love a circus
But Im in these chains
just want to go home
I Don't want to explain
The drama that I’m in
I must have had coming
There's no way around it
My karma just came
And I know what karma can do
I been around it have you
Wrap you up
tackle you outta the blue
Ndamikin Suh
Natures a bitch
This environment is cruel
The violence ensues
I know the rules
If I’m in a lose lose
Here I’ll take my lumps
But I ain't ever going home no way
Knowing someone
Went and ate my lunch
I got no fear of the fight
I’ll go and take that punch
I kept my spirit alive
They couldn't break that once
I dealt with the highs
The kicks when I’m down
That I felt in my side
I box and I brawl
You were watching it all
Cheerin my fall
Beware of my rise
That’s just the Feeling I Get
I know feeling you get in your gut
They say you paranoid
Not if they're really are setting you up
So let em have it boy
Let this be a moment of clarity
To separate the real and the frauds
And learn how to stand with yourself
Play the hand that you’re dealt
And deal with the odds
If you take a look at the truth
It can be such a bewildering sight
Set you free or eat you alive
Sink you or propelled you to flight
The choice is yours believe in a lie
All of my life it was built to a height
Sell you the hype amd tell you its right
But all of it only gets killed in the light
So now tell me who do you trust
Maybe it's voodoo and lust
Where being outta your minds
Outta this world
it's such a beautiful rush
Merci Merci Beacoup deluxe
Yas he fiercely blew through the bucks
Better move carefully chickens
So carefree but there she goes
too Kookoo to cluck
I seen a whole lotta life
Circled the block a couple of times
I don't got it right I struggle and grind
And search the earth for purpose nah with nothing to find
This fucking design
Is merciless
My karma just came
I'll say it again
See You can change all that you want
you still gotta pay for your sins
That’s just the Feeling I Get