We Disconnect

I shrink away at the thought of it
Stuck in a world without you
Should i go or take some more of it
Grieving for something new
I have it all
Never want for anything
Making my dreams come true
How do you keep so cheerfull
When the rain clouds come and stay
Your one of the only few

I take these pills
They help me numb the pain
They stop me from feeling blue
I feel the days getting longer now
I'd like to dream but i've forgotten how
When i wake the sun gets in my eyes
My vision is blurring too
The light behind me getting smaller all the time
My memories of you are too