Comfort in the Pain

It feels so bittersweet
Watching the days roll by
I know now, I can get better
But I don't want to try
I fought so hard to be
Where I am today
And I think to myself
Is it worth it?
I miss the comfort of that pain
Don't try to fix me
Don't throw my voice away
Hold in the silence
I'll find the comfort in that pain
I'm tired of opening doors
The ones that should stay closed
I know now I should trust the light
But the dark is all I know
We fought so hard to hear
Words we just couldn't say
And I know in my heart I deserve this
But I miss the comfort of that pain
Don't try to fix me
Don't throw my voice away
Hold in the silence
I'll find the comfort in that pain
Don't try to fix me
Don't throw my voice away
Hold in the silence
I'll find the comfort in the pain