save myself (this time)

How many times can I lose my mind
Is there anymore tears left to cry
When I said that I just wanna die
I really want to save myself this time
This time
I really want to save myself this time
This time
Stare into the sun
I let it burn into my eyes
I'm trying to feel warm
I'm trying to make it through the night
Cause I wanna start again
The different person I'd be
Ooo tell me there's a way
To put this all behind me
Call an exorcist to fix this
To free me
Open up a minor surgery
To breathe life and give me
One last try
How many times can I lose my mind
Is there anymore tears left to cry
When I said that I just wanna die
I really want to save myself this time
This time
I really want to save myself this time
This time
Lived a hundred lives
So how do I feel empty
Now I'm paranoid
Think everybody hates me
Cause I pushed them all away
Hoping they forget me
These scars I wanna fade
Let it be a memory
Call an exorcist to fix this
To free me
Open up a minor surgery
To breathe life and give me
One last try
How many times can I lose my mind
Is there anymore tears left to cry
When I said that I just wanna die
I really want to save myself this time
This time
I really want to save myself this time
This time
How many times can I lose my mind
Is there anymore tears left to cry
When I said that I just wanna die
I really want to save myself this time
How many times can I lose my mind
Is there anymore tears left to cry
When I said that I just wanna die
I really want to save myself this time
This time
I really want to save myself this time
This time