Dust to Roses

Yeah I'm feeling good but what does that even mean
I'm still scared I know that death is waiting for me
I don't feel prepared, I got family praying for me
Cause it's been too long that I've been on the brink of insanity
I cannot see
The person in the mirror has never been me

But my blood turns the dust into roses
My blood turns the dust into roses

I'm chasing all these dreams they run from me
And I can't keep up but I'm fucking trying
I feel like all I've ever had is me
And I feel like I still don't fuckin know me