What It Was

Been going through it
All of the motions
Keep staring back at the warning signs
Read your intentions
I didn't questions
I never thought I'd be cutting ties
I, I know the truth, know the truth
And it hurts that you're gone, that you're gone
Thought I knew, thought I knew who you were
I was wrong, I was wrong
I wish I could love what it was
But all of it was a mirage
I kept holding on because
I love the idea of us
Yeah we had moments
My only solace
But now it's all that's been killing me
Oh we were so close
The end was so slow
I only saw what you let me see
I, I know the truth, know the truth
And it hurts that you're gone, that you're gone
Thought I knew, thought I knew who you were
I was wrong, I was wrong
I wish I could love what it was
But all of it was a mirage
I kept holding on because
I love the idea of us
I wish I could love what it was
But all of it was a mirage
I kept holding on because
I love the idea of us
Radiant lying
Whispering diamonds
For no one to hear us
No one to hear
Of all that we wasted
I couldn't face it cause
I loved the idea of us
I wish I could love what it was
But all of it was a mirage
I kept holding on because
I love the idea of us
I wish I could love what it was
But all of it was a mirage
I kept holding on because
I love the idea of us