let me drown

Cold,
It settles in the bones like a friend that never leaves
Stripping the world bare
Shrouding that which it touches
Blanketing everything in its stillness
It's violently authentic
I suppose I can admire that
Some call it loneliness—well—I, however, call it clarity
Out here wrapped in the quiet of winter you start to see things differently
The noise of the world fades and all that's left is the sound of your own heartbeat...
Steady and relentless
Isolation does strange things to a person
It shows sides of yourself you didn't know were there
Or—perhaps didn't want to believe
There's a familiar comfort that accompanies isolation
c calm that borders madness where thoughts echo and shadows stretch just a little too long
c kind of madness that almost feels like...
Home
cngels they fall
I hear voices they call
It's no mistaking it now I'm looking at the end
Even angels they fall
I hear their voices they call
It's no mistaking it now I'm looking at the end
The emptiness of the dawn
It sings to me like a song
The cold embrace of the wind pushes me along
Hear me now callin' out
I'm sick of waiting for a savior this ain't what I prayed for now
Don't let me drown
No don't you let me drown
Hear me now callin' out
I'm sick of waiting for a savior this ain't what I prayed for now
Don't let me—don't let me—let me oh
No don't you let me drown
In '22 heart broke for the last time
In '23 picked up the bottle just to pass time
In '24 made myself to be the bad guy
In '25 tryna blow up like a landmine
In '22 heart broke for the last time
In '23 picked up the bottle just to pass time
In '24 made myself to be the bad guy
In '25 tryna blow up like a landmine
cight where did he go cut off all my bros this shit lonely
Been chasin' the gold I want that plaque ain't talkin' rollie
Yeah I'm from where them winters cold shit puts me in a mode
My circle smaller now I'm tryna win with all my folks
For real the cold done got my mind right
cin't wanna lose my people but it's better now with hindsight
I gave it all but lost my people that wasn't the goal
My life I gave it back to God but almost took my own
In '22 heart broke for the last time
In '23 picked up the bottle just to pass time
In '24 made myself to be the bad guy
In '25 tryna blow up like a landmine
In '22 heart broke for the last time
In '23 picked up the bottle just to pass time
In '24 made myself to be the bad guy
In '25 tryna blow up like a landmine
Yeah I'm like a hound dog Elvis I tried to share the spotlight really
cll of my brothers don't wanna stand up to the plate now they cursin' my name what a pity
Now I gotta chip on my shoulder I love it a whole lotta red in my eyes like I'm Trippie
I do it again, and again, and again on my own 'cuz I don't get no love from my city
I feel like a dog DMX ride on the beat BMX
I'm used to talkin' right outta my heart but my competition wanna talk out they neck
I'm barely scrapin' my 20s the way that I'm rockin' I feel like one of the vets
Went from a Romeo singin' my heart out to fuck out my face about a Juliet
Damn Mikey lost it
That boy emotions drippin' out him like a faucet
Man how the fuck I'm ‘posed act ain't used to being toxic
I went from lover boy to always thinkin' ‘bout my coffin
Yeah blame the drugs that I'm on
Blame the weed that shit strong
Bitches that did me wrong
Fuck it I'll move on
Don't let my mama hear this song ‘cuz Mama you ain't raise an angel well, shit you prolly did
Just blame this world that's makin' monsters outta kids
In '22 heart broke for the last time
In '23 picked up the bottle just to pass time
In '24 made myself to be the bad guy
In '25 tryna blow up like a landmine