Hate me or Love me

Slowly killing my brain, I want your love so I will change
I'm too attached, you drive me insane, feel alone when I fell pain
Shed a Tear if I hear your name
Everything has to end but with you it's not the same
I don't like to get to vulnerable cuz that's when people go and change
Hate me or You love me, I know you not the same
I'm fighting through this battle, I hope you understand all my pain
I'm tired of acting okay, cause my feelings all over the place
I left it all on the floor like Jimmy, I'm trying to win but you know I fucking can't
I wanna know how you really feel, stop lying, and playing these games
My waking thought it was always you, my love for you won't ever change
I've been stuck in a cycle, where I find love but I lose bout everything
Losing my confidence, can you reassure me that everything gon' be okay
Can you tell me everything okay or you gon' lie up in my face
We was never fighting so what's even the problem anyway
But you know if the love was real, would've found another way
Now I live another day without you here find someone to fill your space
I know I did that petty shit, I was thinking all about rage
Never thought out all the people, you would ever become a snake
You know that shit was foul, you crossed the line Yeah, you just like shai,
You had me thinking all delusional but our pages weren't the same
Hate me or you love me, I know you not the same
I'm fighting through this battle, I hope you understand all my pain
I'm tired of acting okay, cause my feelings all over the place
I left it all on the floor, like Jimmy I'm trying to win
But you know I fucking can't