Bad Habit

I wanna be
The best version there is of me
I can be weak
But it's rare I’d let somebody see it
Photo of me
In your favorite shirt but I delete it
See you on the street
Turn my music up so I don’t hear it
I want you
That rush that I get
When I hold you
But I always regret it
I don't think I’m able to quit you again
One night with your deadly touch burning my skin
Still, I want you
You're a bad habit
And I smoke too much
To let myself have it
Rather hurt my lungs
Cause I won’t feel that for a while
And my heart breaks just when you smile
When you leave me
So just leave me
I wanted to stay
But I knew I’d be there the whole day
That look on your face
Like you finally got your own way I quit you
I already miss you
I want you
That rush that I get When I hold you
But I always regret it
I don't think I’m able to quit you again
One night with your deadly touch burning my skin
Still, I want you
You're a bad habit
And I smoke too much
To let myself have it
Rather hurt my lungs
Cause I won’t feel that for a while
And my heart breaks just when you smile
When you leave me
So just leave me