Blurred Vision

Desperate to end the decline
And I'm shrouded in failure of my own design
A consequence of a brittle mind
Reflecting on my shame and denial
My faith feels contrived
There's no place left to go
Burned from the path I chose
To keep me from the cold in my heart
Burned every bridge I've made
Numbed myself from pain
To keep me from the cold in my heart
I found out more about myself than I'd ever care to know
I can't believe its me
Who was I before this nervous wreck?
A blurred vision of who I was
And who I'm supposed to be
Desperate for hope to part these waves of sadness
Can I stay afloat in this sea of anguish?
I've burned every bridge I've made
Burned everything that tethered me to your embrace
I look to find a path
I look to starlit skies to find myself again