outside today

[00:36.92] Waking up aching I go back to sleep
[00:40.59] Breakfast is waiting for me to go eat
[00:43.73] But I'm wasted
[00:47.57] I'm wasted
[00:51.64] Some wake at five to go lifting and preach
[00:55.25] Others get up to an office and teach
[00:58.49] But I'm wasted
[01:02.36] I'm wasted
[01:06.38] Late night with homies was fun but I'm lonely
[01:09.93] I'm in a queen bed but no queen by my side
[01:13.23] Finding peace
[01:16.94] Finding peace
[01:20.98] I soak in the sadness thats comes with this life
[01:24.84] Sacrifice fantasy taking the strife
[01:28.05] Finding peace
[01:31.72] Finding peace
[01:36.05] I can't go outside today
[01:42.58] I'd rather die today
[01:46.29] Come back another day
[01:50.77] I can't go outside today
[01:57.45] I'd rather die today
[02:01.18] Come back another day
[02:05.54] I can't go outside today
[02:12.23] I'd rather die today
[02:16.05] Come back another day
[02:20.28] Its a fine line that I'm walking
[02:24.00] Normally don't pay attention to talking
[02:27.47] But time has its way to come knocking
[02:31.27] Im all alone but I'm ready to clock in
[02:34.73] Like Ali I take all the punches that come
[02:38.57] Like Gandhi I meditate sipping on rum
[02:42.13] Like all the greatest I will not succumb to the enemy
[02:47.07] That is myself I don't run
[02:49.86] I can't go outside today
[02:56.54] I'd rather die today
[03:00.20] Come back another day
[03:04.67] I can't go outside today
[03:11.25] I'd rather die today
[03:14.94] Come back another day
[03:19.39] I can't go outside today
[03:25.86] I'd rather die today
[03:29.84] Come back another day