Cruel

Well I tried to keep my cards tight
Played the game from the inside
And never let my walls fall down
Now you've come to find me out
Caught without a clue of what to do
Some say fake it 'til you make it
Well i've made my bed to lay in
Staring up at the ceiling every night
Oh what's the point of sleeping if you haunt me
Even when I close my eyes?
If this is all it is, that's fine
Oh, I will live with it
If you come back time to time
And I'll never say a word
Even when you cross that line
I'm not caught up on you treating me kind
When I know it's cruel
To even keep you on my mind
To even keep you on my mind
To even keep you on my mind
To even keep you on my mind
Find the chase tires you out
To the point you forget why you started running
Well now baby it's been years
And I fear
I'll lose count before I say something
Oh, what's the point in trying
When what's built comes crashing down
And the wanting comes from knowing
It ain't ever working out
And these versions of you
I have racing through my mind
Is just my loneliness calling
For me to call it off
If this is all it is, that's fine
Oh, I will live with it
If you come back time to time
And I'll never say a word
Even when you cross that line
I'm not caught up on you treating me kind
When I know it's cruel
To even keep you on my mind
To even keep you on my mind
To even keep you on my mind
To even keep you on my mind