nirvana

Calm before the storm
Peace before war
Because of her my heart is warm
Left nirvana at the door

I used to be me, but I changed that day
The dots and the floaters, they can have their ways
Tryna live life, I'm in disarray
I wanna be real, but I feel so fake
Perception's feeling different, and I can't get out
I had no choice, so shut your mouth
The doctor said I'm tripping, but I'm bugging cause I'm dead; how?
I hope I'm still alive, cause somethings different in my head now

I'm gone, I'm gone
Replaced by a deepfake, Eternal heartache
HPPD tears me apart
This the first time I'm saying it; it's hard
I tried to say I'm still alive
But now I gotta rest in peace
Moving on ain't easy
Ears ringing, feeling uneasy

I used to be me, but I changed that day
The dots and the floaters, they can have their ways
Tryna live life, I'm in disarray
I wanna be real, but I feel so fake
Perception's feeling different, and I can't get out
I had no choice, so shut your mouth
The doctor said I'm tripping, but I'm bugging cause I'm dead; how?
I hope I'm still alive, cause somethings different in my head now

If you knew me back then, how am I now?
The dots and the floaters in the sky or the house
So many options, but no cure
Nothing feels real, when I'm not with her

I used to be me, but I changed that day
The dots and the floaters, they can have their ways
Tryna live life, I'm in disarray
I wanna be real, but I feel so fake
Perception's feeling different, and I can't get out
I had no choice, so shut your mouth
The doctor said I'm tripping, but I'm bugging cause I'm dead; how?
I hope I'm still alive, cause somethings different in my head now