catastrophe (feat. SoBluu)

I can feel the heat of the stars, lookin down at me
I don't wanna be somebody, who's looking to see
Something out there in the deep, is looking back at me
I can't be here, I gotta leave
It's a catastrophe, I know I fuck up all the time
So are you mad at me?
And I just wanna make you mine, but it's a fantasy
So if I die, just promise you won't remember me?
I hope you never cross my path again
I don't wanna die, I can see myself and I
No longer am in my mind, I can see it in my eye
Why'd I always fantasize, that one day I get to fly
She put me up on the shelf, maybe that's why I hate myself
Cause like I'm still alive, I just don't know why
Keep escaping all my problems, I gotta run inside
And I don't know how to solve them, so I run and hide
Yeah I know I'm fallin, I wish it was you and I
It's a catastrophe
It's a catastrophe, I know I fuck up all the time
So are you mad at me?
And I just wanna make you mine, but it's a fantasy
So if I die just promise you won't remember me?
I hope you never cross my path again
(I don't wanna die)
(No longer am in my mind)
(Why'd I always fantasize)
(She put me up on the shelf, maybe that's why I hate myself)
It's a catastrophe