I Am Offically Playing God

Time after time again
How many times I've decided this?
I'm not your friend, I'm not your bro
You are a pussy, decaying
You are a joke
Death at my front door with a rosary made of coke
I'm on the run from what I've become
Supposedly, this is when it's fun
When everything is my last mistake
I need a cyber bullet to my face
What a beautiful beast I've become
Path to tyrannical ruler begun (Yugh)
I want destruction all over again
For you, you, you, you, and your friends
Stop everything 'cause you don't have a chance
Throw away all of your shit in advance
Dance with the devil with both of my hands
Wrapped in my finger, she doing my dance

Razor blade to my skin to break
Yes, I tried to call
But no one's awake
They don't believe me when I'm off the shit
Confidence fueling my incompetence
Shooting at my brain, blowing up air space

In a place where I want to break
I can't quarantine, I'm my own mistake
It's not your fault, though I say it is
Yes it is, fuck you, you're a stupid bitch
Shooting at your brain, I'll be your little escape
Aye, baby, calm down, it's a joke
Don't you love me? You need me, I know
You'll never leave, I won't give you a try
I'll be the reason you'll hate every guy
All the anger in me over time starts surfacing

What a beautiful beast I've become
What a beautiful beast I've become
What a beautiful beast I've become
What a beautiful beast I've become
What a beautiful beast I've become
What a beautiful beast I've become
What a beautiful beast I've become
What a beautiful beast I've become

Razor blade to my skin to break
Yes, I tried to call
But no one's awake
They don't believe me when I'm off the shit
Confidence fueling my incompetence
Shooting at my brain, blowing up air space