do you always run?

Back then broke, had to stomach that hunger
Now the wrist talk loud like it's tryna start thunder
Scars on my soul like tags on designer
Pain in her throat when she moan"go lower"
She don't trust love, I don't trust peace
We both pour dark when the hurt don't cease
Benz matte black like a funeral march
Said I'm cold? Bitch, I grew up with no love
She like"Don't lie, who the fuck you textin?"
I said"Ghosts from my past - stop stressin"
Eyes roll back when her legs get lifted
But I feel more dead when the high get gifted
Chrome on the dash, got sin on repeat
Don't talk morals when you swallow that deep
Tattoo her name where the pain got loud
Said"die with me" - I'm like"Bet I'm down"
She said"They fucked me up, I'm numb"
I said"Me too - don't you fucking run"
Neck froze up from the shit I've seen
Still sleep with reapers in the limousine
Whole world fake, but her eyes speak real
Chrome .9 tucked where the love don't heal
Blunt still lit, got the seats all haze
I fucked her raw, now I'm stuck in a phase
Luxury pain, I wear it like threads
Heart on E, but the coupe got legs
Big body ghost, can't feel my chest
She bite lips while she curse my ex
I don't chase peace - that shit too soft
I want late-night rides where the mask come off
Want sins I can share in the passenger seat
One look from her make the devil retreat
Diamonds flash like the past I hate
Talk too sweet, get a switchblade fate
She said"Boy, you toxic as fuck"
I said"Maybe - but you still in the cut"
She said"They fucked me up, I'm numb"
I said"Me too - don't you fucking run"
Neck froze up from the shit I've seen
Still sleep with reapers in the limousine
Whole world fake, but her eyes speak real
Chrome .9 tucked where the love don't heal
Blunt still lit, got the seats all haze
I fucked her raw, now I'm stuck in a phase