breaking up with me

Getting out of bed is such a chore these days
Exhausted but I never fall asleep
Stacking up bad habits just to numb my brain
My serotonin's always ghosting me
The world's on fire so I keep lighting up
I'm sick and wired, my psyche's had enough
I do anything and everything to hit the self destruct
I'm done with feeling numb
I'm breaking up with me
I'm so over being in my own company (Ah-ah)
Like 'it's not you it's me'
Everything I do's making me wanna scream (Ah-ah)
La la, la la
Lalala
La la, la la
Lalala
Thinking I should see other people
This give and take is so unequal
The way I treat myself should be illegal
If I keep it up it could be lethal
If I wasn't me, I wouldn't like me
My worst enemy, it's almost frightening
The world's on fire so I keep lighting up
I'm sick and wired, my psyche's had enough
I do anything and everything to hit the self destruct
I'm done with feeling numb
I'm breaking up with me
I'm so over being in my own company (Ah-ah)
Like 'it's not you it's me'
Everything I do's making me wanna scream (Ah-ah)
La la, la la
Lalala
La la, la la
Lalala