my femcel life

[00:10:00] living in a lie
[00:21:30] just another day in my fucking femcel life
[00:24:00] and i need a fucking boyfriend just to keep myself alive
[00:27:00] wanna cut my wrists and slice
[00:28:00] me to bits
[00:28:25] cus i’ve never even held hands
[00:29:00] just said love you on a screen
[00:32:00] are you a real human being?
[00:33:00] got that captcha
[00:33:40] could you capture you can just leave me on seen
[00:36:00] tell me that you’ll never leave
[00:37:00] i can show you everything
[00:38:90] i could be all you would need
[00:40:00] and when you finally get tired you can just leave me on seen
[00:43:00] they say i got daddy issues
[00:44:99] need someone to hold me
[00:45:67] wonder if you knew what i had been through
[00:48:00] would you be kinder and see that i don’t mean no harm
[00:50:30] i’m sorry all i do’s fuck up
[00:52:00] i’m a suicidal loser and i don’t deserve your love
[00:54:00] you can leak the things i say and show
[00:55:70] and when i make my plan and end up living in a lie
[00:59:00] break up with me cus it’s good for my own mental health
[01:01:15] cus i need some fucking help
[01:02:50] cus i cry and beg for you to stay
[01:04:00] and promise that ill never make
[01:05:00] your life more shit
[01:05:70] promise ill fix
[01:06:00] every mistake
[01:07:00] ive ever made
[01:08:00] no matter what it takes…
[01:09:00] i just want our perfect future
[01:10:50] with our own beautiful daughter
[01:11:50] and youll love her as her father
[01:13:00] we can smile and ill make sure that her life is happy
[01:14:50] she won’t ever hurt
[01:16:00] just another day in my fucking femcel life
[01:18:50] and i need a fucking boyfriend
[01:20:00] just to keep myself alive
[01:21:00] wanna cut my wrists and die
[01:22:80] tell me why i even try
[01:24:00] tell me why i can’t just give up loving living in a lie
[01:27:00] just another day in my fucking femcel life
[01:30:00] and i need a fucking boyfriend
[01:30:99] just to keep myself alive
[01:32:50] wanna cut my wrist and die
[01:33:90] tell me why i even try
[01:35:00] tell me why i can’t just give up loving living in a lie.
[01:38:00] i know i have issues
[01:39:00] but i forgive all of yours
[01:40:80] i try to show that i love you
[01:42:00] but i only end up worse
[01:43:50} tried to help through every struggle
[01:45:00] even when you broke my trust
[01:46:00] told you “please don’t make that promise”
[01:47:00] cus you broke it, my heart, crushed.
[01:48:90] so it’s— just another day in my fucking femcel life
[01:51:99] and i need a fucking boyfriend
[01:53:00] just to keep myself alive
[01:54:00] wanna cut my wrists and die
[01:56:00] tell me why i even try
[01:57:00] tell me why i can’t just give up loving living in a lie.
[02:05:00] living in a lie