I'm Not Eating Like I Used To

Do you think she heard the tremble, quiver coming from my voice?
No, I didn't mean to show it, I told a lie to ease her.
Now I can't help but question why I'm here...
and the way that she looked at me,
I've never seen her look like that before it all changed.
I'm finding it harder that I thought I would, I can't wait to see you.
Do you think that they can see it, my eyes puffed up like a child?
Oh I tried my best to hide it, but the thought of you tears me up inside...
And now I can't help but question why I'm here.
I'm not eating like I used to.
I'm not feeling like I should.
I never said it how I meant to,
I'm just glad you understood.
You always find me when I'm stumbling in the dark,
I couldn't say where I'd be without you,
Do you know how important to me you are?
and the way that she looked at me,
I've never seen her look like that before it all changed.
I'm finding it harder that I thought I would,
Oh I can't wait to see you.