What Do I Do?

I flew out to visit
for the weekend and the minute
I walked in I thought this isn’t right there’s something off
I drank all my weight in
your manipulative statements
as you screamed about how I’m not good enough
You made my crisis about what you needed
I lost my mind and
I can’t believe I have to pick up the pieces
What do I do?
I’ll still have to see you when I get my things
while you choose
anything but what we built in 2018
I thought we’d make it
When I was breaking you were my lifeline now I’m way out in the deep end needing
you
3 whole weeks of silence
finally I just decided
I’ll apologize for what you did and strip away my dignity
Can’t un-hear your shouting
or believe you said you’re grounded
in the fact you think to mend this is my responsibility
I flew out to visit
I was so excited did it
change when you heard about me from someone else?
what I am on paper
shouldn’t justify your anger
guess I’ll have to figure me out by myself