Tempting

My life's better without you
I can sleep easy now
But there's always something
That reminds me of your smile
But I am better without you
I can breathe in and out
But
I'd be lying if I said
I didn't miss the mountain
Edge right about now
But I broke my mothers heart
When she called and I didn't pick up
Now she gets nervous every time
That we're looking at old pictures
So when I'm stood in the cold
In the bittersweet rain
I can feel my bones shivering
I can't do that to her again
Even if it's tempting
Feel like I lost a friend
Feel like I lost the game
And I couldn't even
Call you by your name
I just let you humanise my demons
Tell me that their sane
Not temporary feelings
An imprint on my brain
That screams again and again and again
Shut the fuck with your screaming
Again and again and again
Cause you broke my mothers heart
When she called and you didn't pick up
Now she gets nervous every time
That we're looking at old pictures
So when I'm stood in the cold
In the bittersweet rain
I can feel my bones shivering
I can't do that to her again
Even if it's tempting
(It's tempting tempting tempting me)
(It's tempting tempting me)
Can somebody fix her?
(It's tempting tempting tempting me)
Now i'm way too good a friend
I'm way too good a daughter
To go back down a road
That hurt them even harder
So when I'm stood in the cold (ahh)
In the bittersweet rain (rain)
I can feel my bones shivering
No I can't do that to her again
Even if it's tempting
(Ohh i)
Even if it's tempting
(Oh yeah)
My god it's fucking tempting
(Ahh)
(Ooh)
Even if it's tempting