So Lonely

Having conversations with my feelings 'cause they never lie
Mixing X and O's, I've been notching up a clever high
Think I finally found what it means to need you
Ain't tried the love if it ain't illegal
No on and off, that ain't us both, yeah
We sat next to love, but we not close, no
Only feel it once, but we lust most, hm
Only once or twice, but we cussed stones
They stop it, but don't let it go
Thoughts around a canvas and I let them flow
Is this Heaven? Tell me, will you ever know?
When clouds darken and the sun stops setting
Slow, baby
If you are the one
If you are the one
Then why am I so lonely, baby?
I'm so lonely, baby
Then why am I so lonely, baby?
I'm so lonely, baby
My curious mind's the illnes
My pain is the realest, hmn
And my highs won't reveal this
It's meet my tests and failures, yeah
That's you, that's us
That lie, that trust
That quenched my lonely heart
That quenched my lonely heart
Baby
If you are the one
If you are the one
Then why am I so lonely, baby?
I'm so lonely, baby
Then why am I so lonely, baby?
I'm so lonely, baby
If you are the one
If you are the one
Then why am I so lonely, baby?
I'm so lonely, baby
Then why am I so lonely, baby?
I'm so lonely, baby