It better one shot of Jameson

i hate my life.
I hope someday
If i could change my body
change my mind by my self
I hate lights.
I hope someday
If i could sleep no worries,
sleep with darkness.
Even if you know that i'm like this.
Trying to tell you damm that I'm like this.
I wanna say so.
Running to my deep.
Matter' is what?
It's hard to see inside.
It Better one shot of Jameson
I wanna say so
I don't fit in here
Matter' is what?
It's dizzy like outside
It better one shot of Jameson
An eternal lie
I hope someday
If i could tell you what it is
that's easy
I'll take your knife
I hope someday
if I could stab your body
like what you did indeed
Even if you know that i'm like this.
Trying to tell you damm that I'm like this.
I wanna say so.
Running to my deep.
Matter' is what?
It's hard to see inside.
It Better one shot of Jameson
I wanna say so
I don't fit in here
Matter' is what?
It's dizzy like outside
It better one shot of Jameson