Everything Everywhere

Listen carefully
'Cause this won’t be repeated
Don’t have the energy
I fear my heart has been defeated
By this whole charade
Of being free and easy
When no amount of praise
Is ever gonna make me happy
In another universe
Would it all turn out the same?
It’s only the fallout
The self-doubt
Find someone to make it better
It’s only the forecast
It won’t last
Bring it on whatever weather
Time to break the chain
Redeem my bad behaviour
I’ll fuck it up again
Another catastrophic failure
Now I’m spiraling
Rejection, isolation
I can’t look away
A monster of my own creation
Fading into black, the glow
Never took the time to stop and go
Back to where it all began