Walk Me Through It

Nod a while
And fake it in the morning
Play pretend
I know what's on around me Triggering
Alarms go off in warning You soft siren in my way
Calling out come now
It's alright if it calms me down
Truth is there's nothing left unfound
I just need to feel remembered
Stranded still
I've lost the means of contact
Walk me through
The ways to talk to you
I can't retain all that information
In a silent anthem
Staying asleep
I don't know your name but
Damn I'm in love with
The faces you make through the week
You're a knockout rose that
Makes the home seem brighter than most
And me, I'm ash on the inside
The day repeats
It's a burnout every morning Learn again
How to turn a key
So what you're here til I get well
In a violent outburst
I erupt
I can't recall your name but God damn I need you
To tell me all over again
I feel another fallout Something is wrong in my DNA If I could just be me again
Locked out of my home
I die out loud again
So you know
These picture frames seem stock to me They're Kodak film from the factory They laugh at me
Please come back
You cancel all the tension
You sit close
It makes me feel all nervous
Your refrain puts me at ease
In another time
We loved so well
You don't know my name but
God damn it I know that
You'd want me to if I can
There's a point to make but
All I can do is just stare blankly back at you Recalling one day at a time
Not exactly like I wanted
Exactly like I wanted it
Do it again, start it again, all over Exactly like you want