sHELL of a man

[00:01.86] What I enjoyed in the past bring pain today
[00:04.78] It may look like I'm living life but it's not the case
[00:08.49] Look in the mirror I can't even see the smile on my face
[00:12.09] Know I been breaking think it's time to replace
[00:15.12] This shell of a man
[00:17.67] Shell of a man
[00:19.51] Shell of a man
[00:23.00] Shell of a man
[00:31.40] How can I look at myself and not notice the man that I'm starting to be
[00:34.56] Why do I lie to my mama and tell her I'm thinking bout branching my family tree
[00:38.26] I've been at peace all alone it's rare that I stop to let people get closer to me
[00:41.94] Working too hard, been paving a lane for myself
[00:44.35] It's the work that nobody will see
[00:45.65] We can agree
[00:46.58] All this is bigger than me
[00:47.66] Man it's bigger than 1033
[00:49.26] I can not wallow in pity, I'm next
[00:51.17] And I don't care if the world disagree
[00:53.06] Man, I don't even care if it's me
[00:54.78] But I'm sparking the mind of the ones that'll change
[00:57.22] I keep on dropping consistently cause I'm avoiding remembering pain
[01:00.81] That left my brain stained
[01:02.04] Hard resetting it with a flow change
[01:04.49] Always carry proof of my failures in case my hopes aim
[01:07.97] Away from the trajectory that I wanna land
[01:11.23] Looked in the mirror and I only saw the shell of a man
[01:14.99] Because my arms stayed open
[01:17.25] The love been stolen
[01:19.12] My heart stayed frozen
[01:20.93] I'm feeling like they closing
[01:22.74] Cause my arms stayed open
[01:23.00] The love been stolen
[01:26.42] My heart stayed frozen
[01:28.05] As the shell of a man
[01:30.26] What I enjoyed in the past bring pain today
[01:33.43] It may look like I'm living life but it's not the case
[01:37.04] Look in the mirror I can't even see the smile on my face
[01:40.71] Know I been breaking think it's time to replace
[01:44.15] This shell of a man
[01:47.99] Shell of a man
[01:51.67] Shell of a man
[01:55.34] Shell of a man
[01:59.29] Am I me
[02:00.13] Or am I
[02:00.97] Just a personality
[02:02.83] Built from all of the years
[02:04.78] Of em back stabbing me
[02:06.53] Noticed that
[02:07.50] I don't hide from
[02:08.85] Where the cameras be
[02:10.27] My facade
[02:11.68] Did it's job
[02:12.88] Now it's just a better me
[02:14.24] I'm to the point where people die and I don't have no reaction
[02:18.34] Working on music the closest thing I get to satisfaction
[02:22.03] Even feel guilty about the people who I've been attracted
[02:25.76] My passion taxing no relaxing I don't know who I am
[02:29.69] But I still break bread
[02:31.45] And get taxed by Uncle Sam
[02:33.33] My thoughts, my feelings
[02:35.29] I just wanna get back to Cam
[02:37.03] Don't wanna be broke no more
[02:38.68] Don't wanna smile as a joke no more
[02:40.50] Don't wanna die all alone
[02:41.73] These days it feel like I don't have hope no more
[02:44.42] It's true
[02:46.09] What's a man to do
[02:47.96] I wrote down my goals
[02:49.36] And I only checked a few
[02:51.69] I stopped making wishes
[02:53.42] Since they never came true
[02:55.38] I don't know where I'm going
[02:56.83] Might as well enjoy the view
[02:58.11] What I enjoyed in the past bring pain today
[03:02.18] It may look like I'm living life but it's not the case
[03:05.90] Look in the mirror I can't even see the smile on my face
[03:09.53] Know I been breaking think it's time to replace
[03:12.85] This shell of a man
[03:16.71] Shell of a man
[03:20.37] Shell of a man
[03:24.45] Shell of a man
[03:29.79] Am I just the shell of a man
[03:33.29] Am I just the shell of a man
[03:36.98] Am I just the shell of a man
[03:40.52] Shell of a man that I used to be
[03:42.88] Stayed open
[03:44.68] Been stolen
[03:46.53] Stayed frozen
[03:48.41] They closing
[03:50.24] Stayed open
[03:52.16] Been stolen
[03:53.96] Stayed frozen
[03:55.78] They closing