Roller Coaster On A Downturn

So long I've been chasing after stars
In rusted broken down boxcars
Arm Scarred
Lungs filled up with tar
Crashing cars
Into local bars
Soak dried
Sweet sweat and blood stains
Misery
That I can't contain
Everyday
Is just the same
Dark clouds
Filled with all this pain
I don't know where I'm going
My heart is racing
And I'm stressing
Trying to compete
With this new world
Changing so fast
Don't want to get left behind
I know I'm not what you wanted
I'm different
Beat down and haunted
By a past
That's no longer there
A future
Filled with broken despair
Another tiktok video
Another instagram reel
Another facebook story
Soundcloud is my purgatory
I wrote another song that goes
The same that everybody knows
And you'll just have to let this
All go
So long I've been chasing after stars
In rusted broken down boxcars
Arm Scarred
Lungs filled up with tar
Crashing cars
Into local bars
Soak dried
Sweet sweat and blood stains
Misery
That I can't contain
Everyday
Is just the same
Dark clouds
Filled with all this pain
It happened again
Hurt myself again
And let it all rain
Yeah into the sand
A boat to paradise that I missed
A letter sealed with one last kiss
And that's just how the story goes
A story that everybody knows
And you'll just have to let this
All go
So long I've been chasing after stars
In rusted broken down boxcars
Arm Scarred
Lungs filled up with tar
Crashing cars
Into local bars
Soak dried
Sweet sweat and blood stains
Misery
That I can't contain
Everyday
Is just the same
Dark clouds
Filled with all this pain
Say goodbye to the misery now
There is no more me now
No more dark clouds in my way
And no more pain
No more pain