Wish I Was Numb

I mark my days with empty conversations I have with myself
It's just a phase they say but I stay lonely nothing ever helps
Affirmations self reflection I’m still staring back at hell
My whole life is in slow motion scared to death who can I tell
Mm mm mm, I feel too much
Mm mm mm, Wish I was numb
Mm mm mm, I feel too much
Mm mm mm, Wish I was numb
What's my purpose always searching just the surface that they see
Tearing myself half apart it’s getting darker than it seems
Treading water under covers downward spiral in these sheets
Sun is rising it's so blinding don’t know who I wanna be
Mm mm mm, I think too much
Mm mm mm, Wish I was numb
Mm mm mm, I think too much
Mm mm mm, Wish I was numb
Wish I was numb
Wish I was numb