Searchin (feat. NAHVEYAH)

Its got me fiendin
Its got me spinning
Its got me fiendin
Yea Spinning
Yea I'm fiendin
Yea I'm spinning
Yea Im fiendin
Oh I've been searching for ya
Oh I've been lookin for ya
Oh I've been searching for ya
Oh yea I'm lookin for ya
The hate was the catalyst
Death of an angel
The birth of a masichist
Broken shattered passionate
But don't worry use me abuse me baby
This pains only half of it
You hear rage creep out my voice
When you bumpin my music
I'm chippin away at the trauma and pain
Understand I'm just screaming to heaven
To pick up the pieces and show me the way
I've been reading the scriptures of God
He says to go find you a girl
Eyes shining like rubies and pearls
No MJ but a shawty so bad
She'll be rockin my world
Fixing my heart up
So when we together
I'm not lost in my ways
Burning these bridges
Poppin these pills
Drinking this liquor
And totting that k
And pushing away
Yea but it's gettin so hard
Just to keep my composure
These women be looking for love
Driven by the scars others done gave
Affection confused by rage
No room to grow no room to lead
So I'm keeping it P and stackin my money
Pursuing the fortune and fame
Pushin it dolly on that lonely road
Until this very day uh
Oh Ive been searching for ya
Oh Ive been lookin for ya
Oh Ive been searching for ya
Oh yea I'm lookin for ya
I had a shawty that stayed in Atlanta
I had a shawty that stayed up in Houston
My baby too bad idk what to do with her
She take my heart when she's want
She's a user
She searching for highs when she's low
She's a user
She go in my verses I say it's just music
Got snakes in your corner
Don't know what you doing
Got snakes in yo head baby you not madusa
Searching for something that I'll never find
Money and power corrupted my mind
It's easy to search in the dark when you're blind
Stevie can't wonder the thoughts in my mind
And if they can't pay me like Debit or credit
I cannot pay that shit no nevermind
And if I go in there and they holding my credit
I'm running inside and I'm busting my 9
I'm walking inside of the valley of shadows and death
Letting off shells busting iron
the beginning of this verse I was searching for love
That is some shit I never find
Second part I wanted money and power but I could never find
Third part I was searching for faith
God found me I was still on the ground
Its got me fiendin
Its got me spinning
Its got me fiendin
Yea Spinning
Yea I'm fiendin
Yea I'm spinning
Yea Im fiendin
I can't take no time
And I can't lose my mind
Out searchin for ya
Looking for ya
I can't lose my mind
And I can't take no time
Yea looking for ya
Searchin for ya
I can't take no time
And I can't lose my mind
Out searchin for ya
Looking for ya
I can't lose my mind
And I can't take no time
Yea looking for ya
Searchin for ya