if u wanna leave me, just go.

Remember all the times when you up and just left
I been tryin fuckin die then i wanna live again
Grabbin on the razorblade slittin my own wrist
Come night time and im crying like a bitch
I was told to keep livin i don't even feel alive
3 in the morning blood shared on the knife
U wanna leave me don't fuckin lead me on
I been rappin real pain up on every single song
Every damn day always think of suicide
I been thinkin about u in my head why'd u lie
Why'd u have to go now im feeling all alone
Suicidal thoughts put this trigger to my dome
I know im not perfect but i did what u wanted
You weren't even real you were fake i was taunted
You said u wouldn't leave but i guess i shoulda known
All the guys that you had you were textin on ur phone
Stuck inside a loop everyday is still the same
I am never getting better i don't care bout u say
Shit is bitter not sweet when ur loved one just leaves
I cant do this all at once cuz im the only me
If u wanna leave ill be fine ill be alright
But i still wanna talk its getting hard to cope at night
Every time i love someone my love ends up dead
I can still remember forever is what u said