That Day

Yes, there are days when I think of joining you
Not in that way, not from that place
One of those days when I'm old and grey
On my final day will you give it all away?
I wanna hear you say, you're okay
Since you rode away that day
And took your life away
Didn't think you'd make me pay
It would kill you once more
To think you'd made me pay
In any way
Here, I'm still here, always listening for you
I see you in the birds and you come out in my words
Wherever you are I know your mind is not at war
The language of pain does not live behind your door
So I'll say it now , I'll get it out
I will scream and I will shout
You're within but I'm without
And I need you here right now
What's this life about?
You created me and now you've gone away