Not Quite Right

The HATE in my HEAD
Liquifying poison through my bones
I'm screaming in a crowd
But still always so alone
They see the cracks
But they just scroll on by
Turn my bleeding heart into a trending lie
No one's reaching out no hands to grip
Just empty stares while I'm starting to slip
They'd rather film my fall than stop the crash
My pain's their content just another flash
Erased unseen I'm rotting in plain view
They clap for the wreckage but never break through
Not quite right they glorify my pain
Dress up my demons make 'em dance in the rain
Not quite right I'm screaming through the haze
They love my ruin but won't meet my gaze
Not quite right! (Not right not right!)
I'm burning in their light!
They stitch my wounds with likes call it care
But leave me choking in this poisoned air
My head's a warzone shrapnel in my thoughts
They sell my scars like tickets to be bought
Be yourself they preach but it's all a scam
They want my chaos not the mess I am
I'm drowning in their noise their hollow cheers
While I'm clawing through the weight of all my fears
Erased unseen I'm rotting in plain view
They clap for the wreckage but never break through
Not quite right they glorify my pain
Dress up my demons make 'em dance in the rain
Not quite right I'm screaming through the haze
They love my ruin but won't meet my gaze
Not quite right! (Not right not right!)
I'm burning in their light!
They carve my name on their pedestal of shame
Frame my collapse like it's some kind of game
Why's my hell a vibe they're dying to wear?
They crown my torment but they don't fucking care!
I'm a trophy for their feeds a broken toy
They feast on my despair it's their twisted joy
No one's fighting for the ones who bleed
They just monetize the hurt plant the seed!
Not right! Not right! I'm tearing through their lies!
Not right! Not right! I'm done with their disguise!
Not right! Not right! I'm raging at their throne!
Not right! Not right! Just leave me the fuck alone!
Smash their stage I'll burn their fucking shrine!
This pain is mine it's mine it's MINE!
Not quite right they glorify my pain
Dress up my demons make 'em dance in the rain
Not quite right I'm screaming through the haze
They love my ruin but won't meet my gaze
Not quite right! (Not right not right!)
I'm burning in their light!
Not quite right I'm breaking through the cage
No more puppet for their fucked-up stage!
Not quite right I'll shatter their charade
This fire in my soul won't ever fade!
Not quite right! (Not right!)
I'm done with their applause their shallow tears
They weaponize my hurt to fuel their careers
They call it "brave" to bare my jagged truth
But turn their backs when I'm clawing for proof
No stitches for the gash inside my mind
Just hashtags and a spotlight cruel and blind
I'm spitting at their altar let it rot
My pain's not your prop it's all I've got!
Not quite right they glorify my pain
Dress up my demons make 'em dance in the rain
Not quite right I'm screaming through the haze
They love my ruin but won't meet my gaze
Not quite right! (Not right not right!)
I'm burning
Not right I'm breaking through the cage
No more puppet for their fucked-up stage!
Not quite right I'll shatter their charade
This fire in my soul won't ever fade!
Not quite right! (Not right!)
Not Right!