Infiltrator

As I exit this downward spiral
And drag all my flaws out into the light
It's always the same old story
These scenes gleamed and battered through time
From my mind

Will I ever be
Able to conquer the facts of my own defeat?
Will I ever be
Able to justify my strife?

Born to fight, bred to kill
Ready to die, but I never will
And if it is to be
I know it's all up to me

Another day, another way
To defile and scorn my own existence
Rejection, reflection
The only way to my absolution

I'll never be
Able to conquer the facts of my own defeat
I'll never be
Able to justify my strife

Born to fight, bred to kill
Ready to die, but I never will
And if it is to be
I know it's all up to me

The infiltrator is already in
Carving away at my skin

It's neither heaven or hell who'll take me
I will walk this road alone
Then, now, and forever

Will I ever be
Able to conquer the facts of my own defeat?
Will I ever be
Able to justify my strife?

Born to fight, bred to kill
Ready to die, but I never will
And if it is to be
I know it's all up to me

The infiltrator is already in
Carving away at my skin